Goodbye Baby...

So it's the last day of 2009 geez it's gone pretty fast. I remember when it was the start of the year I can't believe this year is over. So many good memories that I will never forgot and also becoming good friends with people and sharing so many great moments together.


So one of the highlights of 2009 has been going to Melbourne for Sound Relief. I still can't get over the fact I went all the way to Melbourne just to see Split Enz. I really cannot describe how much I love them and what their music means to me, seeing Neil Finn again was amazing I love him so fucking much he's been in my life since 2006 and his music has helped me through some rough times over the years I don't think ANYONE could really understand how much I love him. Sound Relief was amazing, like standing in a mosh for TEN hours while raining was fucking crazy it made me feel so crappy but when I saw Neil the crappyness just left me and I just felt truely happy.

So 2009 also meant my last year of school. I have so many great memories from school like going out up to the shops during lunch, skipping class, being complete idiots just for the fun of it, swimming and athletics carnivals, formal and graduation. Oh and also all the parties lol they were pretty funn and I'm going to miss all the fun times I had with all my school friends.
Another great thing that happened was when I finally got my beautiful Grestch, I love that guitar so much but unfortunately I haven't played it in ages because of my nails and the fact that I can't be bothered to restring it :'(

The 8th of december was by far one of the greatest days of the year for me. I saw Fleetwood Mac. I love their music so much, it's so meaningful compared to the stuff written these days. Seeing Stevie Nicks in person was amazing, she was a beautiful voice and she's does the funniest things, it's so cute. Seing Fleetwood Mac is in my top five concerts list. Along with seeing Crowded House, going to Sound Relief, seeing Parkway Drive and seeing My Chemical Romance.

Another great time from this year would have to be going to Ulladulla for a week, we also went to Batemans Bay for a day and Canberra to go to my cousin's 18th which was pretty bad for me, although I don't really remember that much from the night lol. Ulladulla was heaps fun, going to the beach everyday, going on random walks and tanning on the balcony every morning was the best I miss that place so much, I need another holiday.

xo.

8/12/09 Greatest Night Ever.

So I got home half an hour ago from seeing one of the GREATEST bands I have ever seen. Fleetwood Mac. I cannot describe how amazing they were, I lovedd every second of that concert I didn't want it to end.

They played all my favourite songs but I can't remember all of them lol there was (In no particular order):

Monday Morning, The Chain, Dreams, Gyspy, Big Love, Go Insane, Landslide, Sara, Gold Dust Woman, Never Going Back Again, Second Hand News, Don't Stop, Storms, Stand Back, World Turning, Oh Well, I'm So Afraid, Go Your Own Way, Tusk, Silver Springs, Rhiannon, Say You Love Me.

That's all I really remember lol, I have like a mad headache BUT I saw FLEETWOOD MAC so I'm not complaining it was sooo worth paying $200 to see Stephanie Lynn Nicks, she looked so gorgeous I love her to pieces and she's so cute on stage playing air guitar and her outfits were stunning I can't describe how beautiful she looked.

One of the funniest moments was proberbly when Mick was playing his epic drum solo for World Turning and Lindsey was just sitting on the floor watching Mick. I thought it was hilarious. You know what else was epic about tonight? Hearing Sinner by Neil Finn play before Fleetwood Mac came out and also hearing someone playing Bleed To Love her which is from the Fleetwood Mac's Say You Will album, I was like OMG I KNOW THAT SONG I'm guessing Lindsey was playing it as a warm up maybe?

I took so many amazing photos, well in my opinon their amazing :D and I had such a great night singing along and dancing around to Fleetwood Mac's incredible music. I was so happy they played Silver Springs, I adore that song it's so meaningful unlike the music you hear these days. Oh and Stevie mentioned, "You guys are a rockin' audience we love you" :D

xo.

When the rain washes you clean you'll know.

Thanks for making me feel like crap. I know you've blocked me on msn but like WHAT HAVE I DONE! can you like fucking tell me so we can work it out. I hate not being able to talk to you like we used to & I hate not being able to hang out with you. If you think I hate you or something you should realise your acting quite silly.

OMFG I AM SEEING FLEETWOOD MAC TONIGHT! aburrrrrrrrrr I'm so excited! SEVEN HOURS to go :D. I just can't wait to see them play my fave songs it's going to be amazing. "Thunder only happens when it's raining. Players only love you when their playing."

Time casts a spell on you. But you won't forget me.

Okay, Firstly this is fucking stupid and this is NOT like a hate thing it's just the way I feel so shut the fuck up. I thought we'd be friends forever but you've just left me behind. We never hang out anymore and we never talk like what the fuck have I done to you NOTHING. I don't understand why this had to happen I miss you so much we used to have so much fun and talk about the stupidest things and just bask in each others awesomeness.

This whole thing is so childish and immature, I know people drift apart but this was so sudden we had no problems then BAM! It feels like I'm nothing to you. You were with me through some great parts of my life and for that I love you but just please can you like realise what your doing and like wake up to yourself?

I really hate this. I should be excited to be seeing Fleetwood Mac but no, I'm all fucking depressed about whats going on and I have no one to talk about it cause they've all fucked off.

Hear the sound of the nightbird...

So it's finnally december, geez thats gone quick. December means christmas, it also means Ivana can stop shouting out "IT'S NOT CHRISTMAS YET!" at people's houses LOL. So this week is pretty exciting I have my formal on wednesday it should be fun in a way I am excited because I'm like in love with the shoes I brought lol. ZOMFG. I see Fleetwood Mac in one fucking week I remember when I brought the tix at the start of october, jesus crisis! I wish Christine McVie was still in the band aburr, she was like epic she has a fantastic voice and great musical talents oh and she's like gorgeous. She wrote songs like Everywhere, Little Lies and Don't Stop for you people who don't know lol.

So like the day after I see Fleetwood Mac I'm going to Ulladulla for schoolies, it should be fun lol burning all my school crap :C good riddance! I'm so happy I'll never have to look at stupid things like Pygmalion and IPT textbooks, they made my life shit aburrrr.

"Is love so fragile and the heart so hollow shatter with words, impossible to follow..." ZOMFG so last week I brought, Stevie Nicks: Live At Red Rocks it's a fucking epic concert from her Rock A Little tour in 1985-86, I love watching it, when I paided for it I had the biggest smile on my face lol, Stevie Nicks is like a person who instantly puts a smile on my face no matter what, her & Neil Finn of course. I love the way Stevie performs on stage, she is an incredible performer and she always puts on a good show for her fans. Sigh, I do anything to meet her so I can tell her how much her music influences my life and how much I adore her. "Just like the white winged dove sings the song sounds like she's singing, oooo baby oooo said ooooo."

xoxo.

The Dance...

The world was calling you away
and your leaving was just your way
of staying with what you'd come to say
This pain is the poem slowly written
torn from the book
and cast into a corner of the attic
where no one could look
This rage for all to see
caught fire and burned all around me
till their was nothing left to burn
Now I stand alone in these attic walls
and reread that poem all yellowed with age
Tears heal such as healing is
so I cast that page into the flame
And there is no blame, only shades of regret
And those too will fade
as the world calls me away.

- Lindsey Buckingham ♥

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone...

Anyways, today I've been writing some music, I'm really emotional at the moment so for me it's like the perfect time for me to write music... I've also been deciding what songs I'm going to cover. Today I brought tickets to see My Chemical Romance. I'm seeing them twice in one week in February, I think I'm like the luckiest girl ever at the moment two fantastic eighteenth presents :D.

Yeah I really don't know what else to talk about, umm yesterday we signed out of school so I am not a student anymore LOL how weird? I really feel like eating lollies aburrr. My arms really hurt and I don't know why :( I think it's from hanging off that beam thingy last night :C. So today I downloaded the Fame Monster which is Lady Gaga's new album it's pretty good I can't wait to see her in March next year it's going to be sooo good Gaga is such a good performer but at least she doesn't lip sync like Britney Spears.

xoxo.