The Dance...

The world was calling you away
and your leaving was just your way
of staying with what you'd come to say
This pain is the poem slowly written
torn from the book
and cast into a corner of the attic
where no one could look
This rage for all to see
caught fire and burned all around me
till their was nothing left to burn
Now I stand alone in these attic walls
and reread that poem all yellowed with age
Tears heal such as healing is
so I cast that page into the flame
And there is no blame, only shades of regret
And those too will fade
as the world calls me away.

- Lindsey Buckingham ♥

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone...

Anyways, today I've been writing some music, I'm really emotional at the moment so for me it's like the perfect time for me to write music... I've also been deciding what songs I'm going to cover. Today I brought tickets to see My Chemical Romance. I'm seeing them twice in one week in February, I think I'm like the luckiest girl ever at the moment two fantastic eighteenth presents :D.

Yeah I really don't know what else to talk about, umm yesterday we signed out of school so I am not a student anymore LOL how weird? I really feel like eating lollies aburrr. My arms really hurt and I don't know why :( I think it's from hanging off that beam thingy last night :C. So today I downloaded the Fame Monster which is Lady Gaga's new album it's pretty good I can't wait to see her in March next year it's going to be sooo good Gaga is such a good performer but at least she doesn't lip sync like Britney Spears.

xoxo.

Back to the velvet underground

So today I went out in search of formal shoes, I FOUND THEM aburrrr (: so I was pretty happy with myself lol. I also saw some people I haven't seen in a while which was good too.

I don't really know what else to talk about lol, Tomorrow is Tash's birthday and I'm making her the like greatest present EVER nothing will top it lol but I'm giving it to her at her party lol it's not finnished yet (: aburrr tomorrow is sign out day, so it's going to be like my last time at hoxton! like woaaah this year has gone so fast can't wait to see people I haven't seen since graduation aburrr.

Soooooo I got told I have a good voice lol, I was singing Paparazzi by Lady Gaga then my mate was like "did you know you have a good voice?" it made my day I was soo happy after that, just hearing someone else say that too me who isn't like a heaps close friend means so much to me cause like you know close friends have to be all like "zomfg yeah your voice is heaps good" and this guy like tells it like it is, he is always honest and he is like the nicest guy you will ever meet.

I am so happy about where my life is at the moment, I've been hanging out with my little group of friends heaps which makes me super happy because my friends are everything to me, they are always there for me no matter what and I love them all for that <3.

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Wait a minute baby, stay with me a while...

My life is so boring now, school was practically my life which sounds pretty sad but like everyone I would talk to was there and I'd only really go to school to see my friends like who actually listens to teachers, their just there for decoration LOL... Even though I hated Hoxton, I gotta admit I'm going to miss that hellhole, just all the fun and stupid things we used to do just made my high school life a whole lot better.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG 2O DAYS UNTIL I SEE FLEETWOOD MAC!!!!!!! A-fucking-burrr I'm so damn excited to seee them it's going to be epic win, I just hope they play my favourite songs like Silver Springs, Gypsy, Sara, The Chain, Gold Dust Woman, Tusk, I'm So Afraid....if only Christine McVie was still in the band then they'd proberbly play Everywhere, You Make Loving Fun and Over My Head. I can't wait to take some epic photos of Stevie Nicks being all badass with her shawls, top hats and tambourines :D god I love her alot, she is so damn amazing.

Anyways, with all this free time I have you'd think I'd be working on my music (www.myspace.com/joannafoool) LOLOL yeah right I have been so lazy it is not funny. Before I got all lazy I was working on my acoustic cover of Prisoner by Jeffree Star, I gotta admit I think my version sounds better :D lol. I am also thinking of doing a cover of a Fleetwood Mac song....I just don't know which one yet, maybe Rhiannon or Crystal or umm Silver Springs. I have been working on some originals but I have no damn inspiration :C it's quite hard for me to write lyrics and I like to do covers so you know leave me alone! lol