The Dance...

The world was calling you away
and your leaving was just your way
of staying with what you'd come to say
This pain is the poem slowly written
torn from the book
and cast into a corner of the attic
where no one could look
This rage for all to see
caught fire and burned all around me
till their was nothing left to burn
Now I stand alone in these attic walls
and reread that poem all yellowed with age
Tears heal such as healing is
so I cast that page into the flame
And there is no blame, only shades of regret
And those too will fade
as the world calls me away.

- Lindsey Buckingham ♥

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone...

Anyways, today I've been writing some music, I'm really emotional at the moment so for me it's like the perfect time for me to write music... I've also been deciding what songs I'm going to cover. Today I brought tickets to see My Chemical Romance. I'm seeing them twice in one week in February, I think I'm like the luckiest girl ever at the moment two fantastic eighteenth presents :D.

Yeah I really don't know what else to talk about, umm yesterday we signed out of school so I am not a student anymore LOL how weird? I really feel like eating lollies aburrr. My arms really hurt and I don't know why :( I think it's from hanging off that beam thingy last night :C. So today I downloaded the Fame Monster which is Lady Gaga's new album it's pretty good I can't wait to see her in March next year it's going to be sooo good Gaga is such a good performer but at least she doesn't lip sync like Britney Spears.

xoxo.

Back to the velvet underground

So today I went out in search of formal shoes, I FOUND THEM aburrrr (: so I was pretty happy with myself lol. I also saw some people I haven't seen in a while which was good too.

I don't really know what else to talk about lol, Tomorrow is Tash's birthday and I'm making her the like greatest present EVER nothing will top it lol but I'm giving it to her at her party lol it's not finnished yet (: aburrr tomorrow is sign out day, so it's going to be like my last time at hoxton! like woaaah this year has gone so fast can't wait to see people I haven't seen since graduation aburrr.

Soooooo I got told I have a good voice lol, I was singing Paparazzi by Lady Gaga then my mate was like "did you know you have a good voice?" it made my day I was soo happy after that, just hearing someone else say that too me who isn't like a heaps close friend means so much to me cause like you know close friends have to be all like "zomfg yeah your voice is heaps good" and this guy like tells it like it is, he is always honest and he is like the nicest guy you will ever meet.

I am so happy about where my life is at the moment, I've been hanging out with my little group of friends heaps which makes me super happy because my friends are everything to me, they are always there for me no matter what and I love them all for that <3.

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Wait a minute baby, stay with me a while...

My life is so boring now, school was practically my life which sounds pretty sad but like everyone I would talk to was there and I'd only really go to school to see my friends like who actually listens to teachers, their just there for decoration LOL... Even though I hated Hoxton, I gotta admit I'm going to miss that hellhole, just all the fun and stupid things we used to do just made my high school life a whole lot better.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG 2O DAYS UNTIL I SEE FLEETWOOD MAC!!!!!!! A-fucking-burrr I'm so damn excited to seee them it's going to be epic win, I just hope they play my favourite songs like Silver Springs, Gypsy, Sara, The Chain, Gold Dust Woman, Tusk, I'm So Afraid....if only Christine McVie was still in the band then they'd proberbly play Everywhere, You Make Loving Fun and Over My Head. I can't wait to take some epic photos of Stevie Nicks being all badass with her shawls, top hats and tambourines :D god I love her alot, she is so damn amazing.

Anyways, with all this free time I have you'd think I'd be working on my music (www.myspace.com/joannafoool) LOLOL yeah right I have been so lazy it is not funny. Before I got all lazy I was working on my acoustic cover of Prisoner by Jeffree Star, I gotta admit I think my version sounds better :D lol. I am also thinking of doing a cover of a Fleetwood Mac song....I just don't know which one yet, maybe Rhiannon or Crystal or umm Silver Springs. I have been working on some originals but I have no damn inspiration :C it's quite hard for me to write lyrics and I like to do covers so you know leave me alone! lol

You would never break the chain...

So you know I sorta quit at blogging lol I couldn't be botthered to blog everyday, since the last time I posted a blog alot of things have happened, friendships have been lost and regained, I'm single again, I'm going to a couple of concerts and I have a new love in my life :D.


Anyway yeah I was in a relationship for bout three months but we broke up. I'm not going to go into detail theres no point. The new love in my life is a woman named Stevie Nicks, she is an amazing singer from this band called Fleetwood Mac and she is fucking gorgeous, I have so much fucking respect for her and Fleetwood Mac they are epic like they went through so much crap but never broke up. I am also seeing Fleetwood Mac in December which I am stoked about I can't fucking wait to see Stevie in person it will be fantastic.

Other major things that have happened include me GRADUATING after thirteen years of stupid fucking school Like wtf, out of all people they let me graduate lolol I cried at graduation it was pretty funny out of my whole year I was like the only person to cry, I'm not really going to miss school but I'm going to miss like all the fun times at reccess and lunch and also going to miss all the awesome people I talk to.

Next year I am going to see Lady Gaga again which will be pretty awesome and .....SOUNDWAVE! :D I can't wait to go to Soundwave theres so many good bands playing next year like My Chemical Romance, Paramore, HIM, Taking Back Sunday, Escape The Fate, Dance Gavin Dance etc. I'm so excited for Lady Gaga though because I'll be EIGHTEEN! and I'll be able to legally drink rofl :D.

Hmmm what else to talk about? Neil Finn, you proberbly thought I forgot about him...AS IF! He released a new CD called The Sun Came Out which is a great album and the proceeds go to oxfam, it has heaps good musicians on it like basically the whole Finn family, Bic Runga, Lisa Germano, Johnny Marr, Don McGlashan, Phil Selway, Glenn Richards etc. So now I'm just sitting around at home waiting for Crowded House to finnish their new album and announce another tour (: which is pretty boring after hearing some of their new stuff last year I really want to hear the rest of their new album aburr...

xoxo.

Like friends that you thought you had...

Um okay you know what I realllllllllyyy hate besides Sharon Finn?.....Liars yes that's right liars. This just recently happened to me it was really a wtf moment, I got told this person wasn't attending an event (I'm not going to meniton names.) but oh wait the person actually attended this event and I was LIED to... Things we're already rocky and that just proberbly made it worse. Out of all people a close friend lied to me, I would never lie to my friends you know it just really annoys me and the fact I couldn't have been told the truth instead of just saying nothing. Also people just walking up to me and just staring like I've done something wrong like WTF get over your fucking self please. Oh and if I did do something wrong why don't you fucking tell me that would actually help :].

Anyways enough about my ramblings. Last night Me, Tash, Jess, Sam, Sarah, Kylie, Cody, James, Mckenna & his girlfriend went and saw Year One it was so funny Jack Black is like epicly funny, after the movie as usual we went to OG Maccas then to some random park it was fucking freezing then went and played pool till like 1:30am lol.

Hmm other fun things that have happened....lemme see, Sam & I went and saw the Hangover which is fucking hilarious, I love the Alan guy he is so funny ("Oh I can't next week I'm seeing the Jonas Brothers") lmfao. I got a new guitar, a fucking GRETSCH Electromatic Projet <3>

I am obsessed with Love This Life and In The Lowlands by Crowded House, Temple Of Low Men is an epic album I used to think it wasn't one of Crowded House's best albums but now I FUCKING LOVE IT! oh and I alsoooo love Paparazzi by Lady Gaga and Lola by The Kinks.

Riverside Motherfucker (Y).

xo.

The sun goes down, and so does she...

Yeaaaah, what up new york? lol. I'm heaps bored I really need a change of scenery I am sick of doing the same thing everyday, I can't wait to finnish school lol. No more putting up with fuckwits from the younger years, asshole teachers, rules and just plain annoying people lol. I have no idea what I shall do when I leave school but I'll proberbly just wing it lolol (H) it seems necessary. Anyways... why must life be so awkward, I am always confronted with situations regarding mostly my wellbeing and friendships. For example something happened a couple of weeks ago and the person wouldn't tell me but told someone else while I was at their house but do I confront them and have that chance of ruining the friendship or just put on a happy face and lie but why would you choose guys over your friends. Very hard decisions but whatever.


Anyways I am in love with Lady Gaga, I should be married to her lol I love her album and her unreleased stuff it's heapss madd. I love her whole Fame Ball Tour theme it's maddd like the "who shot Candy Warhol" intro at the start of her shows and her outfits especially her Triangle dress and her dancing lol. She is just amazing I can't stop listening to Paparazzi I love the video it's awesome.


Yeah anywho, I finnally re-stringed my guitar lol, it took my ages and hurt my hands lol stupid tuning pegs damn you! lol. Showcase is soon, but I'm not sure if I really want to do it anymore I'm sick of music I can't really finnd people I want to play with me it's really annoying I think I'm surrounded by n00bz lol. And you know what else is shit? Green Day's new album theres not really any good tracks on it I advise people not to buy it you'd just be wasting your money. Everyone should buy Lady Gaga's album The Fame, so many good tracks like Paparazzi, LoveGame, PokerFace, The Fame, Beautiful, Dirty, Rich, Money Honey, Starstruck, just to name a few of my favourites :].

I really want to see Crowded House again, I miss them like crazy I can't wait for their new album I heard some of their new songs when I saw them last year at the Enmore they were pretty good. I also want Split Enz to do another reunion tour lololol seeing them at Sound Relief was one of the greatest things I have ever done it was soo worth 75 dollars, but it sucked cause they only played their popular songs I wanted to hear songs like Years Go By, Without A Doubt, Small World, Stuff And Nonsense and Matinee Idyll lol. Epic songs.